I don't understand why others can be in SWEET relationship with awesome boyf while I'm stuck with these SHITS !

Tired Tired Tired ! I don't feel like going to work ! It's going to be a LONG day ! :(

Chinese New Year next week ! But I've not gotten my new year clothes :( And I'm fucking brokeeee because of somebody ! >:(

Comm Skills test yesterday kind of SUCk. It's quite easy yet not so easy -.- Anyway, I'm not going to think about that already ! MOVE FORWARD. Last roleplay for Comm Skills then last three semester-end paper !

And 17 days to vacation ! Chalet for vacation ? I promised to book one for Joye so, by hook or by crook, I must save up for chalet ! :D

Wasted my time this morning ! SUCK ! Left my house at about 8am because I don't want to be late for Lilian Khoo'lesson ! She gonna chase people out ! But ended up stucked at Serangoon for about half an hour due to the MASSIVE TRAFFIC JAM this morning. I reach the Kolam Ayer Indstry Estate bus stop at about 8.45am. While waiting for 23, I saw this bus approaching and I was quite upset because it's the new single deck SBS bus. I thought it was the new 23 and this means that no seat on the way to school. When the bus neared the bus stop, I realised it was 13 instead of 23. It turned out that the bus captain forgot to turn at the traffic light and hence, he went out of the route. i think it's damn cool to see a bus going off it's route ! LOL. And okay, at 8.45am, it's nearly impossible to reach class by 9am. Hence, I ponned tutorial, FOR THE FIRST TIME ! WOAH ! Hah, I know it's not something to be proud of. XD

Went down to free access lab instead to watch Step Up which I borrowed from Library. It turned out that Suen never put the disc back and I have to go all the way fome then back to school to return the disc. Step Up wasn't as nice as expected :/

Anyway, went to T1, Tm and Century Square with boyf ! :D But he suck for not wanting to go on Wednesday ! >:( Okay, I bought a top from Esprit which cost $29.90. Kind of regreted because I feel that it's not my genre ! :( Then got 3 facial masks from The Face Shop and $12 gone. Bought boyf a cardigan and a tee from Cotton On which cost $42.42. Hah, it's weird that they wanted the 2 cents. I thought it would be $42.40, $42.45 or $42.50. Hmmm, I was thinking if I pay by cash insted, I may have saved 2 cents or wasted 3 or 8 cents. LOL. Anyway, hope will like the cardigan and tee ! ♥

Anyway, Happy Two Year Two Months to Andy the PIG ! ♥
THANK YOU RIANE GOHZXZXZ FOR SENDING ME THE COMM SKILLS NOTES ! :DD

Ellesse Sportivo 588DG 03-0519-502
Retail price: US$125

And I'm interested in an Ellesse watch which look like an odm one which I saw in Velocity at Tampines 1. It's digital but it looks like it have got blink blink as the digital. I can't find the image but it cost S$175.

Okay, I'M SUPER TEMPTED !

Talking about Valentine, I hope it's something better this year. Apparently, the previous one wasn't that great because of some things we didn't expect and haha, we hid this for almost a year. It wasn't that great because my stupid boyf actually lend the roses he gave me to some friend of his which he wasn't even close with ! Just because his girlf was angry because of some incident and he didn't prepare roses, he had to borrow from somebody else and give it to his girlf. And unluckily, we passed by him when he was desperately looking for his girlf. Hence, he borrowed my roses from my boyf to give to his girlf. And I was the one who had to ask his girlf out because she doesn't want to answer his calls -.- And I witness the part where he hand over my roses to his girlf. I guess his girlf really believe that he prepared the roses. In the end, I make a fuss and my boyf went to get the roses back. And the ridiculous part is that he lie to his girlf that I was angry and my boyf was the one who wanted to borrow the roses to please me despite being the one who got it for me ! >:(

Even if you don't find it ridiculous, I find it DAMN RIDICULOUS ! >:(

Hmmm, and I guess it's a presentless and surpriseless valentine this year ! :(

Okay I'm counting down to vacation. It looks near but far. I don't know. I'm freaking afraid of exam. OMG. I think that MY promises to myself are made to be broken ! Despite promising myself to attend ALL lectures, I skipped like 3/4 of them :( And this is baddd ! >:(

Need to go for the typhoid jab for next semester but I'm afraid !!! :(

Things to be completed:
1. Public Speeching Presentation
2. Comm Skills Summative Test
3. Comm Skills Interview Roleplay
4. Last three semester-end exam - Macroecons, Principle of Management and Principle of Marketing for Hospitality and Tourism

Till then, VACCATION !

And fuck, I'm feeling FREAKING SICK NOW ! I feel like taking MC for work tomorrow ! :( I dread work ! >:(

Suen just changed this picture to her fb profile pic.
And this is meee ! :DD

Okay, many things cleared.

Projects completing:
1. Macroecons project presentation and submission - 28/01 Thurs 9am
2. Psychology presentation - 28/01 Thurs 4pm
3. Public Speaking FINAL presentation - 03/02 Wed 9am
4. Comm Skills Interview Roleplay and summative test (which I don't know when it's going to take place :/)

Things to be done:
1. Stop taking cab to school ( I've been doing it for the past 3 days to school :/)
2. Lose weight ( Andy say I'm getting fatter and he's going to dump me if I get even fatter :( )
3. Save money for Year Two's uniform etc.
4. Attend ALL revision lectures ! NO PONING ! >:(
5. Study for ALL the semester end exams ! (despite having three tests only)

And I believe it's time to chiong my macroecons slidesss ! :)

I'm busy chioing my Public Speaking speech now but I MUST POST THIS !

JAY IS HAVING CONCERT IN SINGAPORE PROBABLY ON 17 JULY 2010 ! ♥
I'm super duper excited about it and I'm sure I'm not going to get the tickets :( AND AND AND, I'm so looking forward to his albu this year ! AND AND AND, his "The Treasure Hunter" which Andy say he's going to borrow for me :DD AND AND AND The Pandaman ! OMG ! There's so MANY THINGS about him this period. And there another movies he acted in ! Where am I going to find the time to get all those things done ! No matter what, I must complete them ! ♥

Finished the 13th episode of "Hi ! My Sweetheart" and it's NICE ! And I believe I'm going to LOVE the ending because it's going to be happily ever after ! :DD

Chionging last minute for projects and skiping lessons sure don't make me feel great ! :(

Liow boon Chin rather visit other girl's blog than visiting mine because he say my blog is dead ! :( FUCK MAN . I'm super depress :( I think he find other girl's blog much much much better than his own girlf's ! :( ANDY LIOW BOON CHIN SUCK ! :(

Project submission and presentation one after another . For now , submissions are done except for Macroecons and many many presentations ! Hmmm , can't wait for it to get over ! :/

Haha , I think we did a BOOMZ presentation for POM on Tuesday ! It's damn cool lorzxzxz ! And Hadi ROCKZ ! HAHAHA !

Although he is 31 this year, but he's still damn cute ! ♥

Worked at Tampines on Saturday afer going to school for project. Had buffet although they're leftover. Hmmm, but better than nothing :DD

Went down to Thai disco the same night and stay over at Andy's. He commented that I'm the medic everytime they drink :/

Worked on Sunday as well and it's damn tiring after sleeping for five hours when I must have at least eight hours of sleep :/ Hah, but I'm glad they asked me to go over to Ion to get something and I slack kind of slack two hours off work. XD When I was in the MRT back to Tampines Mall, an uncle approach me asking me the way to Simei. However, the MRT had left Simei so I told him to get onto the one opposite. He told me the MRT staffs direct him to the MRT and so, I assume he didn't alight at the correct stop. But he told me that when he approach the staff, the staff asked him "where is he from". I find that it's oay to ask such question what but he said that the staff is like questioning a criminal. I was like WTH ? The worse thing is that he said he was from Malaysia and "Singaporeans are terrible". I was like WTF. Why the hell is he in Singapore when he say that Singaporeans are terrible Suen ask him to Balik Kampong. LOL

I'm in school right now and waiting for my project discussion at 2pm. Pon Psychology lecture despite bring outside the LT right now . WTF . And I'm not suprise if I fail my Psychology test :/ Okay, a promise to myself; after poning the Principle of Marketing for Hospitality and Tourism this evening, I'll make an effort to be present for ALL LECTURES :) Which I think is quite not possible . Hmmm, I must get rid of this stupid habit ! >:(

Okay, almost all projects done now! I feel the stress decreasing and I'm sure the stress is coming back SOONNNN due to the upcoming examintion ! :( Okay ! I'm going to do my project NOW ! JY ! :)

I think DOTA TOTALLY SUCK ! After repetition of the same scene, I finally realise where I stand. Apparently, your friends and computer games are much more important to you. Hah, this is joke man. Who the hell am I to you. When I need you to hear out my opinion, you simply make you own decision. When I need opinion from you, 'anything' was your answer to everything. When is the time you would actually give up something just for me. I'm waiting for that day which most probably won't arrive. I really don't know how to survive this situations. I forgive you everytime these things happen. But when will you make me happy that I can proudly post on my blog, for once. I doubt so.

I feel the stress of projects already ! :( And it's accumulating ! :( I have confidence that I'm not going to do well this semester.

My pig is sick ! :( And he's ignoring me everynight. I made an effort to talk to him despite my mouthful of ulcers but he don't care about me just because he's tired :/ Disappointing ! :(

I confess that in 2009 I…
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

SCHOOL
( ) took an honors/advanced class
( ) broke the dress code
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) straight A’s
( ) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(x) skipped school
( ) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) were involved in something you’ll never forget

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
( ) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
( ) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked
( ) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
( ) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
(x) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
(x) became closer with a lot of people

Okay, blog neglected.

Went out with the girls on Christmas Eve to Bugis and Orchard. Shopped at Bugis then teabreaked at V8 located at Bugis Junction. got my tongue pierced and S$60 gone :/ Trained to Wisma because Meowlin laptop got discharged from ICU. Then homed. The outing was great ! :DWorked on Christmas and I got a Christmas gift from my colleague!I'm kind of worried working at Tampines Mall because Kris' iPhone got stolen when he left it at the counter. From what the CCTV recorded, a man just walked in , took his phone and left. Apparently, he had been eyeing his phone because he left it behind the laptop which made the phone not visible. Kris called the police with my phone and it's freaking cool because my phone have got the 999 in the call log. Anyway, I don't feel safe working there now :/

I was happily doing my projects and fuck , your call totally ruin my mood . Fuck you . Obviously , ALL your promises are made to be broken and so , why the fuck did you even make those promises ? You jolly well should know that this is not the first time we are quarrelling over this fucking matter and do you remember how long ago did you make that promise ? It's always you and the same old matters . And when the hell can you stop making those silly promises that you don't even have an intention to fulfill ? This is damn stupid and I don't know how much longer can I stand you . You blame me for things you can't do and this is fucking ridiculous , okay . I don't understand why am I doing and spending so much for you when I believe that you are not going to appreciate them anyway . I feel like a damn retarded lah . You don't even wish to spend another single minute with me every night we talked . I understand that you need to work in the morning , but you never spare a thought for me . I need to work too and with those projects work load , which obviously you don't have , I still find time to spend with you . There's so many things I wished I had but just can't get it . You should understand why . I hope you will read this post and think about what I really need from you .

Painted the living room after I came home from work ! And I'm feeling damn shag now . My life kind of revolve around work and projects . I've so many projects that need to be completed ! ARGH !

Fuck . There's this person who keep stealing my sales . WTH ! So what if he becomes the top sales person . He jolly well should know that he won because he steal others sales ! If he didn't become the top sales person , I think he should be ashame of himself . Hah , but this totally suck because my effort is sure to be wasted and he gets the credit if he is around the counter . If this is the case , I may as well slack one corner and let him serve all the customer since he wants the sales . And I remember that serving the customer is not within my job scope . Hmmm , so I should only help to serve the customers when he's not around , I assume :)

Anyway , I need to sleep already !